Realization

Everything is so different. I realize that my feelings for people have changed and how I look at things have changed slightly more. As time goes by, I see that friends from childhood to middle school to high school shows their true colors. Memories don't fade but some people drift away. It hits me everyday. I miss my old class of 08 at PV. They meant so much to me but i don't know half of them anymore. Most of them followed into paths of the secular world. drugs. sex. drinking. I guess you can say that's how life is if you are in the world's conspiracy. I don't know what God has planned for me despite that fact i know that everything that is happening right now is for His utmost glory and that is why I am NOT worried. I've met Kellie Amber Dietz and believe that shes gonna be one of my bestest friends because I can tell that she loves Christ with all her heart. I've gotten to know a lot of godly women in my church and people from my youth group. I'm so surprised because of this new year I'm closer to everyone that i should be close to. I am so thankful for that.

I've been shaken and stirred by God.