Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Butterflies

written a while ago.....

Butterflies

Thought butterflies was just a bug

But its just not that

Hard to explain, but it’s not a tug

The feeling to me is not false

An expression I cannot forget

Because of a godly Christian guy

Who is more important to me than an asset.

Guilt fills within

As I compare myself to him

His example urges me on

To better things about God

This makes me even love him more

Including his personality and smile

That can’t make me do anything else but just adore.

And where are the butterflies in all this?

Well it is in the pit of my stomach fluttering,

Just to tell you, it’s not a myth.


I've learned that loving someone isn't just feeling something for them. Love is actually sacrificing yourself for the good of the other person. I didn't know how to love right until recently. I'm glad that I've learned that lesson even with the hardships that had come through this. Thank you to anyone who has helped me grow in this as a Christian. I'm thankful that God put you in my life and thank you my best friend for always being there for me and still being my friend. I love you.

Sunday, September 19, 2010

Life Without God Is No Life At All

To my dad and mom:

Sometimes I don't know what to say
But I keep thinking this way
How do you expect me to spend time with you
When you didn't take the time to
I think it all changed when I became a christian
You saw me change and didn't like it because of my priorities in every situation
I rely on God
Not on working hard to make myself happy later in life
Because works doesn't matter without faith in Christ
Life without God is no life at all
I was dead before I knew him
I wish you weren't dead spiritually at all
I pray for you and mom every night
One of the most important things to me is to make you proud
Ultimately what I do in my life is for God
I will trust in him even when tough times come between us
I hope God saves you and mom
I love you both so very much
I want you to know that life without God is no life at all.

Friday, May 28, 2010

Hey

So i haven't been on here for a while. It's been a year haha. Umm i'm gonna post some stuff soon. I just have to finish cleaning up my room. Such a pain but its worth it when it looks and smells all nice. :)